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heavens not a place that you go when you die

its that moment in life when you actually feel alive

Created on 2004-06-12 11:46:26 (#3457009), last updated 2005-06-20

41 comments received, 59 comments posted

Basic Info
Name:[[//.failure.by.design.//]]
Birthdate:01-13
Location:norton, Massachusetts, United States
Bio
[Full Name] rachel lynn huckins
[Nickname] rayray emokid
[Screen name] TBSeMoFaG18213
[Birthday] jan 13
[Age] 16
[Astrological sign] capricorn
[Chinese zodiac sign?] dunno
[Location] Norton
[Sexual Preference] perfer guys
[Marital Status] Single
[Religion] comfrontably confused
[Eye color] green
[Height] 5'5
[Shoe size] anwhere 8-10
[Parents still together] yep
[Siblings] pete
[Nieces/Nephews] nope
[Pets] patty and baby
[In school/graduated] Norton High
[What do you drive] No car :(

Favorites:
[Color] black, red, pink and green
[Number] 13
[Animal] dolphin
[Vehicle] bmw, mustang
[Flower] Black Rose
[Scent] old spice
[Soda] mt dew
[Book] the anarchist cookbook
[Band] tbs
[1 of your favorite Songs] anything by tbs, or brandnew
Do you...
[Color your hair?] I have, and probably will again.
[Twirl your hair?] Sometimes
[Have tattoos?] Not yet
[Have Piercings?] nothing but ears
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] Nope
[Cheat on tests/homework?] yes
[Drink/Smoke?] yes and only weed
[ Like roller coasters?] Hells yea
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] Cali, i'd give aythign to move to cali.
[Want more more piercings?] Yea, my ears, my lip, my eyebrow.
[Like cleaning?] When im bored enough
[Write in cursive or print?] Print
[Sweat a lot?] if u make me :)
[Own a web cam?] yea but it doesnt work
[Know how to drive?] sorta
[Ever get off the damn computer?] Yea

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] not yet
[Been in a wreck?] yep
[Been arrested?] not yet
[Been in a fist fight?] Yep :)
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] umm...probably
[Stolen anything?] Of course
[Held a gun?]nope
[Drank?] Of course
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] i think i knew my own name...
[Considered a life of crime?] Yup
[Considered being a hooker?] no
[Cheated on someone? ] no
[Cried over a girl?] Yep....quite recently actually
[Cried over a boy?] all the time
[Lied to someone?] Yup
[Been in love?] Yup
[Fallen for your best friend?] almost haha
[Made out with JUST a friend?] Yup
[Been rejected?] Yea
[Been in lust?] yup
[Used someone?] probabaly
[Been used?] yup
[Been cheated on?] yeah
[Been kissed?] yup
[Experimented with homosexuality?] yup

[Current mood] Depressed
[Current taste] toothpaste
[Current hair] wet from shower
[Current thing I ought to be doing] homework
[Current cds in stereo]lamb of god
[Current crush] which one?
[Current job] A student and part time cement mason

The last time...
[Last book you read&finished] ummm
[Last movie you saw] fight club
[Last thing you ate] moon pie~
[Last person you talked to on the phone] ashley

Do you...
[Do drugs?] Yup
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?]kind of
[Play an instrument?] sorta
[Believe there is life on other planets?] sometimes
[Remember your first love?] Yeah...
[Still love him/her?] yea..
[Read the newspaper?] nope
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] Yup
[Believe in miracles?] yea
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] possible, not likely
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] nope
[Consider love a mistake?] its good to know what u were missing so you dont have to miss it anymore
[Have a favorite candy?] ummm...
[Believe in astrology?] idk
[Believe in magic?] idk
[Believe in God?]....ooohh idk
[Do well in school?] No
[Go to or plan to go to college] nope
[Wear hats?] nope
[Hate yourself?] Every day
[Have an obsession?] yeah

[Have a secret crush?] Yup
[Do they know yet?] yeah i think
[Collect anything?] No
[Have a best friend?] yup
[Close friends?] yup
[Like your handwriting?] Nope
[Care about looks?] Nope

Love life
[First crush] No idea
[Still like them] Probably not
[First kiss]
[Still like them] no
[single or attached?] Single
[Ever been in love?] yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] No
[Do you believe in "the one?"] I think anyone can be "the one" it just depends on how hard you work on the relationship.

Juicy stuff...
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] yeah
[Are you a tease?] i've been told i am
[Shy to make the first move?] dependes

Are you a...
[Wuss] i can be
[Druggy] not really
[Daydreamer]yeah
[Freak] depends on your point of view
[Dork] yeah
[Bitch] haha yeha
[Sarcastic] Sometimes
[Angel] definately not
[Devil] i dont think so
[Shy] nah
[Talkative] yes
[Flirty] Yea












*It’s what you get when you’re born on Friday the 13th
The last bell rings and she’s outta there
Gotta race home before her problems get there first
Once she’s there she doesn’t know what else to do, but pace in her room
The stereo pouring out sound in the background, as if they speak of her emotions
But she’s not really listening
Theres nothing to do and nowhere to go, the problemed parents have come home, and won’t allow her out of their hell hole she helped create
Another argument boils to the surface and never recoils
She hasn’t got a clue what to with herself either but question the knife and scream the words that come from her speakers, from her torn heart
She’s told she is too much to handle, she’s out of control and needs to communicate
But what they ignore is that’s all she ever tries to do
She screams the emotions in form of lyrics right into their faces, and all they do is turn her away and tell her to turn that shit off
They’re oblivious to 4 walls in their house that are plastered with her feelings
Too busy deciding where else to send her, when the answers are right there with her
She won’t let them out; it’s that easy way out that keeps her up at night
Bend the rules, promises begin to break, the ones she knew not to make
Cutting the strings as she cuts her hair, getting ready to take on any dare
Displaying lines on paper in such a way it says help with pictures
I’m sorry is the phrase said most often and it’s all she wants to hear





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